These Are My Excuses

These are all the things that I have told myself I want to do and the excuses I have told myself to keep them from happening. I need a reality check.

I want to...

run a sub-4 hour marathon

• I cannot run that fast

• training would be a lot more intense

• I would have to give up somethings from my social life

live in another country

• give up some things in my life right now

• figure out how to afford it

• would miss out on family things

move to Colorado or California

• make a career move

• abandon things in daily life

• uproot my life

• leave people

climb Mt.Everest

• it is expensive

• I don't know how to climb

• I have always said "in another life"

change careers

• I would have to know what I want to do

• go back to school or figure out how to get experience

teach people about health

• go back to school

• learn how to build a successful online business

• there are so many people out there doing this, it is crowded

• who would listen to me?

start my own business

• I don't know what to do

• who would support me?

• how do I start?

learn to invest

• I don't want to lose money

fall in love

• I don't want to throw away my plans because of some guy

• I will never be treated right

• I will never be someones forever

This is a list of excuses I have told myself over and over again. I have been stopping myself from following my dreams for years. I have been putting my best life on hold for too long. I'm done. I cannot keep doing this to myself, complaining everyday, happy but not deeply happy. I need to put myself into my dreams or my life will always be mediocre.